Been long

November 29th, 2007 by chyikee

Been ages since i last updated here (same old line)

anyway!

I am graduating people

Cant believ i m thrown to another new stage of life.
getting married. I mean Getting a job!

HAH HAH

People. love u all.

thanks for reading.

I am officially going to be a geographer on 15th dec 2007.

Educated in the land of sheep poo and cow dung, where cows/sheeps exceed the homosapiens.

Grown/Bred in the adobe of peace, Brunei!

Born in the land of hibiscus? or mulu cave. HAH

Daughter to Sim Family.

Sisters to 2 pigs.

Friends to odd ppl in bn and nz =)

fugly

April 6th, 2007 by chyikee

I’m emotionally scarred.

I never knew life would be so hard.
especially with the bitches or male dogs around.
HAH f u guys.

I love myself.

leave me alone.

My fat, my ugliness is none of ur business..
so, with such bad attitudes..
i tend to tink..
who’s the fugly one.

i love the way i m.
There’s a huge tendency that ur JEALOUS! f u!

Its never too late

April 1st, 2007 by chyikee

I am 4 yrs older than 4 yrs ago.
right bullshit.

i have shifted my blog to another host.

http://schyime.blogspot.com

felt a bit sad for leaving xanga behind
after sticking with it for 3 years plus
it held my daily ramblings
especially during my days in nz

However
this is a realistic world
if xanga not going to offer anything sophisicated
or amaze me or wat
I would jus have to be a selfish brat
and betray xanga.

right, what a damn boring statement
ppl, live life well.

To students,
study hard now so that u get a job

To working ppl,
too bad.. we can play and u cant. haha

not making any sense?

March 19th, 2007 by chyikee

i believe everything in this world is inter related.
Like wat Mr Murphy said..

we learnt that in elementary skool as well.
FOOD CHAIN.

like how goat eat grass, and we eat goat.
its all food chain, the lil diff is we don hunt goats nowadys in modern eras
we breed them and eat them.

like wat i said, inter related.
We sprayed insecticides on the grass (fodder crops for goats)
then we eat the goats, as time goes by
chemicals accumulated in our body,
and cause cancer.. then we die.. eventually. HAH

dont sound very coherent hor?
I know i know.

what i meant to say
whatever we do now, may affect wat we have in the future
incld our relationships with the ppl we love, hate or even don know.
We are all bond together, depending on how near our network is to one another.

Things are complicated.
i don know what i m saying here
this doesnt make sense right?
i know =)

March 10th, 2007 by chyikee

what more can i do?
whine or cry?

seems like there’s no other options.

stpd life!

bored~

March 1st, 2007 by chyikee

So, so..
I had abandoned this blog for like.. a long long time.

Anyway time flies.
who cares about this puney blog anway.

i m back in nz for the 4th yr
currently in the 3rd yr
n i realise i don even have a complete semester break in june
so, how m i suppose to visit my dearest fen in brisbane and gold coast

Furthermore,
why is the graduation time around mid dec?
so now, i cant even go back to brunei for hol early before i take the plunge to another stage of life,
to suffer and lead a miserable future

why are there so many lab works to do?
I never intend to be a fucking scientist
let other ppl be!
I just wana have a critical mind and not get cheated easily in my fture life
thats my purpose in getting into unis
so why is lab a big part of my life?

o yea,
why m i even doing labs?
ppl say geographers aint suppose to be scientise.
that idea has already penetrate deep into ppl’s mind!
they don give a shit about sciences done by us geographers.

Fuck them!
later landslides or crtical flood events
don ever ask us geographers to do any channelings or plannings.

if all ur food plant dies due to the severe climate change.
Don come to us geographers for our food
let u all die in famine.

When u guys all have breathing problems
pls don ask us geographers to deal with the pollutions.
the doctors will be pleased to sell u guys inhalers. hahaha

Bloggin at diff spot!

July 2nd, 2006 by chyikee

right,
blogging in frenster, its pretty rare for me tho
since i normali blog at elsewhere…
jus feel like, it s a time to actually add someting here
so that it won be that deserted and stuf  =P

Life’s been okie this yr
since its already my 2nd yr in the uni =)
and i m gettin so old already,
ntg much have changed in loads of senses.
i m stil short, not too thin and not too bright to ACE all my exams.
so far, it has been okie =)

been playin a little sports with the OMSA
(otago msia student association) in dunedin.
and recently, we gona have this ting called BERSATU GAMES
which gather all the msians student throughout the country (nz) from seperate unis to play sports and etc.

O yea, jus some add ins.
i had finished my 1st semester last few wks ago.
the feeling aint too fufilling tho, since i m not so looking forward to the next ones.
more works have to be done, and mos importantly
my geog individual research report is jus 2nd wk entering the 2nd semes.
eeeks…  and did a few research abt the Geog paper i m taking next semes
and TA DA, we gona have like 2 presentations..
O NO, i m bad in presentations.. wat if cat bit my tongue
wat if, my trembling voice gave me away.
wat if, i jus rocketed tru my speech and forgot to mention the important points
okie, so scary come to tink of that.

right, wateva
i do the worrying only 1 wk later
okie, back to sports.
i m playin for the netball team
i won say i m really that good, i m jus seeking fun from it
i enjoy the netball times with frenz in brunei yrs ago, was hoping to regain that kind of pleasure. but did i get them?
its okie, hehe know a couple of frenz and stuf and get to know more abt human nature and stuf, its bad to owez isolate oneself from the crowd eh
hehe i don really feel like being autistics anyway!
MY mum wil cry her eyes out o ={

anyway,
jus some brief talk over here..
tos who wana or interested in reading wat shit i been tru
jus go to xanga la www.xanga.com/schyime

have fun everyone!
life’s short, so enjoy!

summary

December 4th, 2005 by chyikee

it has been a long time since i last updated my frenster blog..
i sincerely beg for forgiveness from u all =(

anyhow
let me make a brief summary about my encounters in d past months
(for more details, pls visit www.xanga.com/schyime )

2nd semester in university had been a pain in d neck..
I had maths, econs, geog, envi sci..
besides, Human geog isnt as easy as wat i had expected in the first place…
n yesh, it got to my weak spot.. i was nearli defeated by d unfamiliar topics and essays methods.. however, thanks to luck and TIAN..
I managed to tackle it n score a pas in the particular paper..

For maths, it wasnt easy as well..
however, i did do some last minute struggle n tings seemed to turn out okie..
thanks again to wateva helped me..

Econs is a true pain in d neck, realised i m jus not d material made for d econs field, my strength is jus so not there..
i din actuali fail o flunk the whole paper, however the result’s not promising..
n taking 200 lvls in econs seems to b a risky matter.. =(

envi sciences, gues i tackled d essays pretty okie..
urm betta than wat i expected..
i passed it, which is a great relief, dt particular paper cost me a fortune..
i cud not take d chance to flunk it..
thanks to TIAN n my LUCK again.. MUAKS~

anyhow
NOW 5th dec 2005, i m back in good old brunei..
stil short n fat,
d xtreme change in me is havin my hair dyed blonde..
it does look diff on me..
however, i tink it gona b a new experience for me~
it jus isnt too bad aye??

hehe now, my biggest wish is dt time crawls..
n hope i do well in d upcomin uni years and exams!!
WORK HARD CHYIMEI!
GO GO GO!!!!

_panda_

September 15th, 2005 by chyikee

YOI!!!!!!
wassssupppppppp

heheh don mean to feel so high right now
Okie, its 2am nz time… 4 hrs ahead brunei time.
Livin in a diff time zone is sometimes a headache to me n my frenz eh…
Hheeh tend not to get d hang of it when it comes to d msn timing.. tsk tsk tsk

HAven seen a couple of cool mates online for a couple of wks…
HAI~
Anyway, internet is practically my whole life in nz..
This is d onli ting that actuali reminds me dt i’m stil livin in a civilised world rather than some isolated place with nil technology n nil excitement~
sad sad…

like 8 wks b4 my return to asia…
Urm~ wat sud i say abt it?
M i exicted? anxious n etc? OF COS I M !!!
Gosh, wat were  u tinkin??  It’s a world ahead in asia man..
What d heck m i goin to do durin d whole summer in nz if i’m not goin back~
ehehe my heart jus cant stop flipping when i tink of d FUN stuf i gona do back in brunei…
Muck around with my beeches, old mates~ n mayb… bully my "beloved" sistas a lil bit..
O make sure my parents give me wateva i wan.. N SPOIL ME..
haha not likely to happen tho..
I sud feel lucki if they don tend to nag me eh..
hahah nah~ they r not dt mean, they don nag~ they let me roam freely n graze wherever i wan..
Tsk Tsk Tsk…..

Sometimes, cant help wanderin whether i m actuali their real born child.
Feel so neglected here… Pitiful eh
hahah paiseh for being dramatic again~

Once i cant sleep o not feeling sleepy
Crazy tots jus cant stop popping in my puney brain~
gues dts d bad ting when one haven been sleepin more than 5 hrs for a couple of wks.

YAH!!! i don sleep much lateli~
Don realli noe y~ brain waves don tend to get into d sleep mode..
Gues it wana bring out d other side of me, urm~ A PANDA ME!!!!!

Haha dts gona be scary..
Eventho i m a chinese descendant… but i realli don feel like being d china’s most protected mammal eh. ehheeh eventho life’s good w.out workin hard to earn a living PLUS being a panda.. d onli ting u need to do is eat d leaves, lay on ur back, show d big buttock n occasionali YAWN to amuse ppl..

urm~ O NO !!!
being a panda don seem to b a good ting as well..
It’s realli bad when it comes to havin sex? These scientist tend to ahve cameras recordin footage of how ur intimacy works? hehehe weird ting..
hahah don wana be a panda anymore~

urm, betta off stayin as a human…
Therfore, sud sleep soon~
Don wana be a panda =(

_totless o no?_

September 8th, 2005 by chyikee

Hsien hung said dt i haven been updating my frenster blog for a long time
Its not like i don wan to??
But i have anotehr blog elsewhere ma
How can one take care of so many blogs with such short hands and low  IQ lvl????

So, hsien hung
Stop markin me as a totless brat

here’s my blog
www.xanga.com/schyime